i’ve fucked everything up beyond the point of fixing and i just want to rewind my life back to a time when everything was okay
I am literally so fat it’s disgusting.
I’ve relapsed back into my bulimic habits even though I’d managed to kick it pretty much, so I’m so bloated and huge and today I binged and couldn’t purge which hasn’t happened in a long time so I have these calories in me :( I feel disgusting. So disgusting my heads telling me I need to cut into my thigh as punishment.
I just want to lie in bed and not participate in life
i think my parents would yell at me if i died